I dunno how to explain what I feel now. Let's just say that I'm still in the process of healing ,of a broken heart I guess. I really can't explain it, I feel happy but yet I feel sad.
I learned to let go of things that I know was really never meant for me. I mean, I just did what I want and not what God wants me to do. So I ended up bloody and wounded. Ouch! I guess you know what I mean. Sigh. It's really hard to let go of someone whom I dearly loved even for a short period of time, because I know that would make us even more happy without each other. Well, I know that it's for the better naman eh, no matter how much I love him, I have to let him go because I know it was not what God wants for me. That's why I'm very thankful for what had happened to us even though it hurts so much, because I know that it is according to God's will, it also made me realize that I'm already keeping myself away from God. I feel so stupid because I feel like I wasted my time on paying more attention to him instead of clinging my attention on how to keep myself more closer to God.
I was really inspired by that letter of someone who's already asking for his/her perfect mate from God. (got that from Teentalk). I learned that we should wait for God's perfect time, because God has already prepared that "right person" for us, all we have to do is to wait patiently and focus our attention and love to God himself, "No, not until you are satisfied, fulfilled and content with being loved by me alone. You need to give yourself totally unreserved to me because in me your satisfaction is to be found. And when you learn to commit yourself to me alone then, only then is the right time for you to be capable of perfect human relationship that I have planned for you long you thought at it." then when the time comes that we are ready and that "right one" is ready too that's the only time that God would give us that "right person" for us. We should do what God wants us to do, and we should abide in His will always.
I'm happy now that even though I don't have that someone yet, I know that God is there loving me so much. :)
All I have to do now is to WAIT patiently. Dadating din yan, in God's time. :D
I learned to let go of things that I know was really never meant for me. I mean, I just did what I want and not what God wants me to do. So I ended up bloody and wounded. Ouch! I guess you know what I mean. Sigh. It's really hard to let go of someone whom I dearly loved even for a short period of time, because I know that would make us even more happy without each other. Well, I know that it's for the better naman eh, no matter how much I love him, I have to let him go because I know it was not what God wants for me. That's why I'm very thankful for what had happened to us even though it hurts so much, because I know that it is according to God's will, it also made me realize that I'm already keeping myself away from God. I feel so stupid because I feel like I wasted my time on paying more attention to him instead of clinging my attention on how to keep myself more closer to God.
Lord, I am about to be ready to commit myself to someone I fell in love with. Could I take him now? I have prayed for him for quite a time now.But the Lord answered. No, not until you are satisfied, fulfilled and content with being loved by me alone. You need to give yourself totally unreserved to me because in me your satisfaction is to be found. And when you learn to commit yourself to me alone then, only then is the right time for you to be capable of perfect human relationship that I have planned for you long you thought at it.You will never be united with another until you are united with me. You will never learn to speak and understand the true language of love until you hear me speak it. You will never learn how it is to love and be loved until you feel the tender touch of my LOVE.I want you to stop planning. Stop wishing and allow me to step in and give you the most surprising and exciting plan that you can imagine. You are my child. I want you to have the best. Please allow me to bring it to you. Fix your eyes on me and expect the greatest things as you watch.Keep experiencing the satisfaction that I AM. Learn all the things I tell you and be patient. Just wait. Don't be anxious. Do not worry. Don't look around and feel at the things others may have got. Yours will be different because I LOVE YOU.Don't look at things you think you want. They may not be the things I want for you. Look up straight at me because you might miss what I want to show you. And then, when you're ready. I'll surprise you with a lover far more wonderful than what you would ever dream of. But I won't let you have it until you are ready and the one I prepared for you is ready, until you are both satisfied exclusively with me and the LIFE I have prepared for you.-Unknown author-
I was really inspired by that letter of someone who's already asking for his/her perfect mate from God. (got that from Teentalk). I learned that we should wait for God's perfect time, because God has already prepared that "right person" for us, all we have to do is to wait patiently and focus our attention and love to God himself, "No, not until you are satisfied, fulfilled and content with being loved by me alone. You need to give yourself totally unreserved to me because in me your satisfaction is to be found. And when you learn to commit yourself to me alone then, only then is the right time for you to be capable of perfect human relationship that I have planned for you long you thought at it." then when the time comes that we are ready and that "right one" is ready too that's the only time that God would give us that "right person" for us. We should do what God wants us to do, and we should abide in His will always.
I'm happy now that even though I don't have that someone yet, I know that God is there loving me so much. :)
All I have to do now is to WAIT patiently. Dadating din yan, in God's time. :D
give thanks in all circumstances, for this is God's will for you in Christ Jesus.1 Thessalonians 5:18
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